I continue to have lucid dreams, dreams I never used to be able to have or remember just a few years ago. They however are getting so intense, they feel so real I can not control them.

In each one of them I am either talking to a special someone in my life, the conversation I am able to control, literally. I wake up believing they are real each and every time, only to find out they are not which really sucks.

I have others as well, mainly dreams of a future of happiness, fighting to protect and nightmares of someone being miserable for the remainder of their days.

I have died many times in the protective dreams, yet it does not scare me, it fills me with joy to die protecting someone I cherish.

Am I the only one who has such dreams? My nights are filled with them, I can 'control' them to an extent, but I can not control them to stop having them. Every passing day they get stronger and stronger, it's almost unreal.